I remember having said so, innocently 4 years ago during a meeting at university with exchange students. I belonged to the international team responsible for welcoming exchange students and introduce them to the Parisian life. During one of the first meeting we did some typical crap, yet necessary, meeting where somehow people introduce to each others. I wasn’t expected such question but Ming Jun, a Chinese student asked me: “So, Mal, what’s defining you the best?” I was like “What the fuck is that question?” And I said to them “Well, see me as a plant. As long as there is a tiniest ray of sunshine between the cloud, you’ll see me live, smiling and ready to do anything. If it’s raining, pass your way, you don’t want to see me“. As far as I recall they laughed. I think I’ve never been so close the truth before…
I’m moody since December. It took me some times to realize that darkness is driving me crazy. This morning, 5 minutes after I woke up, light went down. It didn’t come back before I left heading to the office. Walking in the street, I swear to god, I turned into a beast, swearing all I can against whoever was responsible for this woeful crime. I was about to sod off anyone near my way.
I’ll probably resuscitate when the sun will finally decide to rise up from the dead. From now, I just pray not to loose my mind.
